Saturday, February 13, 2010

Rosalind Pinney Rambus 11-29-1956 to 2-11-2010

Roz was not supposed to go before me. In my selfishness, I counted on her to be by my side at the end. I hope my boys learn of her death, and her mom does the christian thing, and lets them come to her funeral.

I count myself fortunate to have had her as a part of my life all these years.

I met Roz around 1980, a few days before I went back to Washington State University to make up all the incomplete I took when I dropped out. I had left school nearly 10 years earlier when my sister Margaret was killed in a snow play accident.

We met at a club in the Valley (Balboa and Roscoe). She was dancing, and everyone's eyes were on her. Boy, did she look beautiful on the dance floor, and boy could she dance. It is a real pity that she stopped. It was one of the few ways she could really express herself. She was, by far, the most beautiful woman there. Sometimes you can just look at someone, and just know.

I went up to her and asked her to dance. It did not go over too well with the guy she was with, but she ended up leaving with me. Before she did though, we went to my car, where she basically grilled me about everything. She learned more about me in that time than most people ever learn. later, I took her to a 24 hour restaurant in Reseda, and we talked most of the night.

The next day, I met her at the hospital where she worked, and the first thing she did was ask me for my drivers license. She took it and photocopied it and gave the copy to her head nurse, and said "good,now you can come home with me".

We had a wonderful week or so together, and then I drove to Pullman WA for the semester. We did not really stay in touch while I was at WSU, but as soon as I got back, I called her and we started dating.

We were married on her parents anniversary, 11-26-1983. The marriage lasted about a year. I wish I could have lived up to her expectations. The road not taken always seems to be better in retrospect.

Roz and I differed in life philosophies which is what made living together difficult. She lived in black and white, while I am all about shades of gray. I just could not feel strongly about some of the things she felt strongly about, and she had a difficult time with my lack of concern for some things she believed strongly in.

Our marriage ended, but our feelings for each other never did. We became lifelong friends and confidants. She could talk to me about her life, and I could talk about mine. We each knew that the advice we received from each other was from the heart, and with the others best interest in mind. For me, it was great to have a woman to talk to about other women. A woman's perspective can be enlightening compared guys.

These photos are of how I will always remember her. She aged very little over the years, until the last when the personal drama in her life took a toll.

She always loved the "Wizard of Oz". She was my little scarecrow. I will miss her most of all.


Anonymous said...

RIP Rosalind. Sleep with the Angels. You were truly one of a kind. From all your nurse friends.

Anonymous said...

RIP Rosalind. You will be missed.

Christine Julianne Rambus said...

Mom...Love you forever and alway's...i'm sorry you had to leave us behind...and i'll cry for you every day!!! with love from the daughter that liked to be called your favorite...Love you Christine Julianne Rambus

Catherine said...

I loved you Rosalind. I will miss you big smiles, and your warm hugs!

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said.... I was blessed to have known you Rosalind. My prayer is for your girls to always love, support, forgive and be there for each other. No one knows their loss any better than they do. Girls...the pain doesn't go away, but it becomes easier to bare as time goes by. God really does love you. Cling to Him, your family, and your closest friends. Your mother loves you and wants you to be happy. She would want you to look after each other.

Phillipians 4:7 And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

Anonymous said...

I miss your kind face, Rosalind. Rest in peace and see you soon.

Anonymous said...

Who can ever forget you,you were the
smile of the days,forever and are missed each and every day.from all your Nurse friends.

Lee Reeder said...

Didn't know you were gone. I see you were well loved. I'm not surprised. Miss you. Always have.